Venting

Im missing out on alot of stuff all because I got carbon monoxide poisoning and a wound on my ass because the nurses didn't know how to turn me when I was in the hospital recovering. All because of somebodies neglience I have to pay the consequence of having to stay on oxygen the rest of my life. Granted yes I was messed up with poisoning but they could've still turned me so I wouldn't have the wound I have now and my lungs more than likely wouldn't be this bad. I still have a long way to go with my wound. I just want to be able to be active again and at least be able to get out of this city for an extended period of time without having to worry about my oxygen. I mean really is this what my life has come to that I can't even go to concerts anymore cause I have to worry about how many oxygen tanks to take? Its ridicoulous😤 

Update on my life

Well its been quite a while since I've blogged last and alot has gone on. My mom died 2 years ago and I got sick shortly after with sleep apnea and a sore on my butt that I got when I was in Cleveland because they didn't turn me enough side to side so I've had that ever since then.  I'm also on oxygen 24/7 because I can't breathe on my own and I have a cpap at night for the sleep apnea. I keep getting an infection in the wound on my butt and they don't know why so I have a PICC line in that I have had since May. Which hopefully is only one more week. So that's my life in a nutshell right now. Oh and I now am a great aunt so I have that to add to my resume. She was born on August 15,2015. Her name is Ava Jordan Lynn Guerrero 

New Job

I now have a new job as a Virtual PA for Rasheemah aka Queenb Divas at Majestic Throne Publishing based in Newark,New Jersey. It is an urban based publishing company dealing with different genres. I have included links to the books on Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/There-He-Goes-Nyaisia-J-ebook/dp/B00LG0SQMM/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1406645474&sr=1-1&keywords=There+He+Goes

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00M6I72Q4?ie=UTF8&at=aw-android-pc-us-20&force-full-site=1&ref_=aw_bottom_links

http://www.amazon.com/Ready-Not-Da-Phillips-ebook/dp/B00KPUY9XE/ref=sr_1_2?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1406645730&sr=1-2&keywords=Ready+or+not

Pre-order you copy now http://www.amazon.com/Crazy-Love-3-Rasheemah-ebook/dp/B00MXH1V9C/ref=sr_1_4?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1411389243&sr=1-4&keywords=rasheemah http://www.amazon.com/Money-Aint-Thang-Rasheemah-ebook/dp/B00MXI4EEK/ref=sr_1_5?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1411389278&sr=1-5&keywords=rasheemah

 

 

 

Meeting and partying with BSB August 10, 2013

My friend Cindy and I got to the venue at about 6:45pm (My dad drove us).Baylee Littrell did 2 songs - a Jackson 5 song and the other one I can't remember. It sounded to me like he enjoyed performing the second song more than he did the first. Then Jesse McCartney came out in a 50's looking suit and did his set. He was HOT but of course not as HOT as Nick Carter!!! Then BSB came out & of course, they were phenomenal!!!! They did all the great old songs we remember & a great mix of the new songs off their newest album. At one point Nick said "You know what guys? I Love Cincinnati! & Cleveland!!!" We were in Cleveland... Nice save Nick! :) Also, Brian gave a shout out to one of the fans in the audience who was at the sound check, meet & greet. That was really touching! My friend Cindy was wearing purple for Howie & I was wearing green for Nick. It was my birthday month so Cindy gave me a bracelet set early that matched my outfit. She wore her purple bracelet set to match her outfit. We listened to BSB the whole way up, of course! When we got there, we went straight to will call to pick up our after party passes like the said to on the website when she bought the passes. Will call said they didn't have them & we started panicking! They said to go inside & there "should be" a table there with the passes. We went in & to our relief there was a table to go to to pick up the passes. My dad and I waited for Cindy as she got in line to get our passes. She got the passes & went into the venue. We had decent seats! The people who we sat next to were really cool too! The dad of the girl sitting next to us tried to get us programs, but they were sold out. After the concert, we got in line to go into the after party. The ushers there took the people in wheelchairs to a special spot, & they told us they had to see if the elevator was working... Not a great start to the 2nd part of our evening!!! The elevator was broke, but they said they' get us in even if they had to carry us up the steps! Luckily they didn't have to do that. We walked all around the building to get to these two big ramps. We were just thankful to get in!! So we got into the room & my dad told us to call him when the after party was over. A few minutes later my dad came back & told us that he either had to come back in the room or go all the way back outside & wait for us, so he got in for free!!! :) Cindy & I were dead last in line to meet the Boys, which turned out to be a good thing!Cindy had me go first to meet them cause it was my birthday treat! I thought we were going to have our picture taken together with them, but we got ours taken separately. Cindy found out later I said I was glad cause I got the Boys all to myself! :) they made me go off to the left side in front of the stage, but way in back at a table. I got my hugs from Kevin, Nick & Howie. They were super nice!!! Then I got my picture taken with them. The usher was telling Cindy to go where I was & then Kevin grabbed Cindy & told the usher "No! I want her over there by the side of the stage so she can see everything!" Boy, did she feel special!!! She told them about me & the usher brought me & my dad over to the side with her. We were enjoying the music that Nick was spinning & watching all the girls get to go up on stage & dance with Kevin & Howie. Towards the end of the night Cindy saw Howie go over to his security guy & then all of a sudden Howie was right in front of Cindy dancing with her!!! Then Nick took off his headphones & joined Howie & danced with me!!!! It was the most awesome experience ever!! When they got back onstage, I turned to Cindy & asked, "What just happened" I had the biggest smile on my face!!! I got to dance with my Nick!!! We were just over the moon on our way back home!!!! Listening the whole time to BSB on the way back, of course!!! And that everyone is mine and my friends review of meeting BSB!!!!!!

10 year reunion

Well my 10 year high school reunion is coming up and of course I don't have anyone to go with. I mean I could ask a friend but we just don't see each other that way. It would be too weird. I want someone that I can actually get a long with and have fun with that person. Not somebody that is like my brother. Everybody is telling me that I don't need to take anyone but I would feel out of place when everybody has someone and I don't. I think I have an idea on what to do but its a long shot. I'm going to make a video and send it to a few of the celebrities I like and see what happens. I figure I can at least try. Nothing wrong with at least doing that. I have a few guys on facebook i could ask too. We'll see.  

Guys (not my male relatives)

Sometimes I just don't understand guys. They say they want to get into a relationship with  you then they go and ignore the hell out of you..

Well let me update you on my life

Well the end of June we noticed that I had a bruise on my thigh and decided to keep a eye on it just to make sure it didnt get worse. Well it then decided that it would turn into a really bad sore. So bad in fact that I have had to go to a doctor that had to do minor surgery on it and now I have whats called a wound vac on it to make it smaller. We tried to do just the gauze and dressing thing but my sore was just not having that. But in the mean time I have to lay on my stomach and only get up to get cathed and eat.So its been this way since the end of June. I am really starting to hate my bed. There is only so much I can do on the computer too. I never thought I would say that. I'm just fed up cause there is only so much I can do. I go to the doctor weekly so he can keep an eye on it and sometimes after we go out to eat but thats the only outside time I have and that is starting to really wear thin. All the stuff I used to enjoy like the computer is really starting to get to me. I have started to pick fights with my parents about the littlest things. Depression BIG TIME. I'm just not having a good time with it at all. Please if you have any suggestions on something i can do on my stomach please let me know.